planet lez

I know, more than a month, but then again a lot of things have happened to me lately. I'm in the process of a divorce, which is going smooth, too slow for me actually, but smooth. I miss my son. he's going through this "I-love-my-dad-he's-the-best-I-wanna-be-like-him-he's-my-hero" kinda stage, and I don't mind really. I feel he's closer to his dad now than when we were together, but he spends a lot of time over at his place and I feel as if he didn't remember I existed. I'm not alone anyway, I'm in love again. And it's been a long time since I've felt this way. I thought I woulnd't feel this way in a long time. It's hard to regain trust in people, of course it really helped that this person had been one of the best friends I've had, and that I've known him for almost a decade. He makes me feel like I'm special, he doesn't expect me to be perfect. I can be myself, I'm allowed to prove that I have a brain. He is my superhero. It's like flying by holding Superman's hand. I just hope this never ends, I don't think I can take another disappointment, although I highly doubt this will end in one. This planet's happy