planet lez

Why is it that when everything seems to go well, something happens that makes you feel like crap? Is it karma? Is it fate? Why should I suffer because of other people? Why do I feel so insignificant suddenly? Why does my happiness have to depend on others?
I HATE YOU.

Once again, here I am. Sometimes I feel like the days go by without a purpose. As if time didn’t have a meaning. Then I remember what comes ahead. A nice afternoon at home helping my son out with his homework, making dinner, waiting for my boyfriend to come home and exchange gossip. Every once in a while rehearse with the band and making plans of gigs and new songs. Then I find a purpose, a meaning to the time that passes me by, ‘cause if I look back, nothing’s the way it used to be. It will never be as it was before. Dreams don’t come true in one day, but little by little life takes the form you always wanted.

I know, but so much has happened, that I didn't have time. I'm finally getting divorced. I'm in love. My son's going to elementary school for the first time. My guitar player broke both his arms and can't play for 6 months. I'm part of a new band, with my boyfriend. And I'm emotionally better obviously. So many changes for the better are good for your health! I can feel it!