planet lez

Today is not a really happy day. Mom's going away, and I guess that's the only reason. And I think that's the reason why I sarted sleepwalking again, the last time I was around 8 or 9 and I don' remmber why I started doing it, I've heard that maybe it was because I was worried about mom leaving for work, she is a singer and used to work even on week nights in a restaurant. So maybe I had that same feeling again knowing that she'll be 10 hours away from me. I woke up this morning and my pillows had no pillow cases and other stuff was out of place too, and the only theory I have is that I was sleepwalking... The only thing that makes me happy is that I know the future will be much better, I can foresee lots of love coming my way, that future I long for, my unreachable reachable love, watching Liam grow and my mom coming back. But for now it's a bit lonely and sad in my planet.


I hope everything turns out alright!!  


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